Sparkatale

I don't understand

How people can be so cruel

How life can be so cruel

But maybe if I put what I feel on paper

Maybe then I'll understand

I don't understand

How I became to be life's bitch

Whenever I start to feel like I'll be happy

Life decides to throw it in my face

But maybe if I put what I feel on paper

Maybe then I'll understand

I don't understand

Why I have to go through so many things

Things that no one person should go through

And I don't know why at the end of the day

I feel so empty

But maybe if I put what I feel on paper

Maybe then I'll understand

I don't understand

How I can fall for someone

Who chooses to ignore me

But seems normal to other people

Who never sees how much I'm hurting

Who doesn't seem to care how I feel

But says he does

If I put how I feel on paper

Maybe then I'll understand

I don't understand

Why I can't stay mad

Why I can't stay happy

Why I have to go through so much

Why no one likes me

Why I seem to push everyone away

Why I can't talk in person

Why I can't stay confident 

Why I can't be myself around others

But most of all

I can't understand

Why I'm starting to feel nothing