Sparkatale

Rewinding bitter memories

Telling myself horrible stories

Suffocating my soul

Defeating all the strings

And numbing all the feelings

Rip out my heart

And tear me apart

I want the awful

I need the painful

I want to let myself drown

To the bottom, to the depth of my sorrow, down

March like a queen with a crown

Because I am there a majesty of darkness

Swimming through the void and my emptiness

I guess it is the reason why I can’t be happy

Always chasing away the joy and the sunshine from me

You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness

And that’s what happened to me

I’m in love with my pain

So keep your happiness

And leave me in distress

My love, my salute, ma sadness