Sparkatale

It's an odd felling, even when I'm in a room surrounded by people, that I feel alone. All around me are smiles, conversations and normally friendly faces. However; at times these among all the face's, conversations and moments all I can feel is lonely. It's as if I am a ghost in a room full of the living. I can float from conversation to conversation and still not be noticed. All I wish for is to not feel alone when I'm with the ones who are supposed to love me. I feel the cold of an icy winter in the middle of summer. Sometimes I feel alone even when I'm surrounded by people. It's an odd feeling indeed.