Sparkatale

~~We don’t get on.
We used to, but now we don’t.
We haven’t for a while now.
But you think it’s all on me, that it’s my entire fault.
You’re wrong.
It’s not all me.
I have been trying, but you don’t see that.
All you see is the times I slip up and become a bitch again.
Sorry.
Actually, no.
I’m not. Not really. Not anymore.
I don’t notice that I’m doing it anymore.
When he does it you don’t yell, you stay calm and talk it out.
I know I do it more, but that’s no excuse.
Not really.
So I’m not going to apologise, because it never makes a difference.
Not anymore.
You don’t see how much it kills me to think you hate me when it’s my fault.
You don’t care.
You say I’ll never change, but I try.
You just don’t see it.