Sparkatale

Is it wrong to want what this isn't 
Because if it is then still I can't return
What I want is not what I can have
At least not with whom I have loved

Watch months pass with no progress 
To tell would ruin all I have
What I feel must remain hidden
Never to pass the lips to man

I hate when I feel helpless
I hate to see you sad
So what I have to say stays down
As it may destroy what we have

Your feelings for her hurt you 
As mine for you do 
She knows how you feel
But I cannot do that to you 

I fell for you two years have passed
But I bite the lip that may betray
You can never know what lies in my heart
For it will undoubtedly tear us apart

Trying to read into what has not been said
Your words are unknowingly puzzles
They riddle my brain and jumble me up
But you didn't mean it in that way

To protect my pride and my heart
And more so to prevent you from hurt
I will never let you know
I fear, it may cause our end