Longing for indifference…
Chapter II: His Nightmare
I shouted his name, it echoed instead,
Through the thick covers of snow and rain,
I saw nothing but crimson clouds crawling over my eyes.
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The vanished hope became a muddy image in the back of my head,
I ran perhaps too much on the sinful earth,
And yet I was too young to walk my path.
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I rushed to grow up.
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And here I had a blade in my hand,
Its shining peace hailed of peril,
And I did not let go.
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I pierced the flesh of one guilty with the rest.
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The soul that carried me in her womb, has widened her eyes,
She saw a monster crawling deep within my form,
Exposing its fangs, changing her forever from now.
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I saw the Leader of my existence, fall to his knees
Before the shadow of my nightmares,
Those voices that told me what was right when I never listened.
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And He was gone.
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I shouted his title, a dearest Father,
A Teacher, and Protector.
He did not answer my cry.
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I ran. Again.
A man in a child's body,
Ready to strike, avenge the death of One.
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They have escaped, they took my sister,
Disappeared in the thick rain as the fire spread within the halls,
Leaving a bleeding figure on the floor of the chamber that held the knowledge.
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It held our secret.
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I wish there was a time to fix the mistakes committed by foolishness,
I long to find the answer of reason,
But I lost everything gaining a new life.
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A fresh page, blind and innocent.
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Father, Mother, Jenny.
Three figures that became the scars in my soul.
I mourn them, whether alive or dead.
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I miss them at night,
As the slumber is deep and lingering,
I see their faces, bloodied, eyes of disappointment.
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Forgive me, and Farewell.
3: Lead Us