Sparkatale

Forgive me Father
For everything I've done,
Sins so many
That I can't count them
And I'd rather I didn't have to try,
But they say
To learn from our mistakes
And so I must relive
Daily the things I've done
That hurt those around me
And have broken me
Beyond repair,
Beyond recognition.
They say
You have a plan
For all of us lost in sin,
But forgive me for losing faith
When I can't see where in my life
There's a light,
Because I feel hopeless
And only stubborn blood
Is keeping me from
Letting go.
I laugh when
I think about it,
My mother would say
That that's Your will at work,
But I'm not sure I can agree.
Forgive me Father,
For I have sinned,
And I don't know how to stop,
Or even that I want to.