I was in high school.  I wasn't happy cause the previous year was the worst year for me. I was the first girl of my class but I lose my rank in class 8 so I was so sad. My family encouraged me, specially my sister. Finally I was ready to start this year but I was worried about the students of my class, I thought, they would tease me. My sister told me not to be tensed just because of that matter.

                          First day at school: I knew, someone would definitely make fun of me and this exactly happened. The worst girl of our school, Anna came to me and said, " Look who came, our second girl Diya!". I ignored her as I knew that I had to be strong. I entered my classroom and new day started just after that." Hey Diya! How are you?" Nasrin said eagerly. Nasrin was my childhood friend and she was my best friend. She loved me so much and I also loved her.I answered her and also asked the same question to her. She put her school bag down and answered, " I don't think that you fine then how can I be fine". I said, " I'm fine,I know in this year I'll give my best." Nasrin smiled and said, "That's my best friend! You're great Diya'". Then we started talking about an another topic.We were busy in talking with each other, in that time, Ariyan came. Ariyan was our classmate, he was a really good guy but he wasn't so good in studies. I knew him since I was in class 3 but I never had a conversation with him.One thing which was really important that he lived in our blog and he was my brother's friend.He came near to us and asked me, " How are you?". I lost my control and started laughing not because of the question but because of his face. He made a peculiar face like he was trying to show that he was really worried about me. Really hardly I controlled myself and answered him, " I'm ok but what happened to you?".He gave a smile and said, " If you're ok then I'm happy with it". After saying this he left. I knew he was flirter but I also knew that he would never flirt with me at least, but his way of talking and his this behaviour was so different for me. Maybe this was the starting of my new story of life. (To be continued....)

 

2: New feeling

My school day was going so good which I didn't expect at all.Me and my friends were eating our tiffins, at this time Anna  came again and started disturbing me by her annoying talking. Anna was a bad girl, she wasn't good in studies and also in behaviour but one thing which she had was, she was beautiful and she knew, how to flirt with boys. I was so angry and I wanted to slap her but I didn't do that cause I didn't like fighting. My friends were also so angry but we all didn't like chaos so we took it easy. I said, "Yeah right, I know I wasn't good in previous year but I'm damn sure you got wonderful marks." Then my another friend said, " Yeah, she's right, what did you get in math?". I could feel she was feeling so ashamed, that's why she left the place. "Was it so rough?" I asked my friends. They started laughing at me, "She deserved it!", Nasrin said. In this way my day was passing, when I was sitting on the bench and doing sums, Ariyan came and asked, " Can you tell me how did you do this sum?". I told him to sit and started solving that sum. When I finished it he said, "You're just incredible". I said. "Really? I don't think so". He said,"Yes you are, look at me I really hardly got 50 marks in math". I told him that if he would try then he could do better. He said, "Then say how to do better". I replied, "You've to learn all subjects and read books". He told me that he was surviving in every subject and he needed someone to make him learn all those subjects. I thought that I should help him so I told him that I would help him.Then he smiled, " Then I'll come to you everyday in our break time". I agreed with that. After that he went to his seat and started talking with his friends. I also started doing my work. At last my school day finished.

                                     "How was your day sis?", my sister asked. I smiled and said, "Better than my expectations". I didn't know why but I was so happy, I was waiting for tomorrow , specially for the break time at school. It was a new feeling for me. ( To be continued...)

3: Everything has changed

I started teaching him everyday in break time. We were having a great time with each other. He was quite funny and I was enjoying his company. He always tried to help me and whenever I felt sad, his talking made me happy.I could see the change on him in studies,he was doing much better and just because of him I also got a good revise.Oneday, I was sitting on the bench with Nasrin.Nasrin asked me, "Don't you think you're spending your most of the time with Ariyan?". I was confused, why he came suddenly in our conversation so I asked her about that. She said, "Cause I can see the difference in you and him. He always asks about you and you also talk about him and you both look happy when you two stay together".I didn't know what to say and I was confused so I asked her what she wanted to say. She said," Tell me, don't you like him?". I was blushing and trying to change the topic. She warned me not to change the topic so I had to answer her. I said, " I don't know but he's a good guy. You know I'm not interested in making relationships".She smiled and when I asked her about that she answered, "You'll understand one day".

                   1st unit test: Our first unit test was coming near." After two days ", I said to Ariyan. Ariyan said, "What's after two days?". I said, "Our exams".He said, " I'm ready cause I know my this exam will be the best exam".I saw, he was much confident but I was worried, perhaps he understood that. He said, "I know you'll do the best in our class cause you're the best".After hearing it, I didn't know how but I was feeling confident.

                           In our first day of exam I was so confident but I couldn't stop reading my study books. I was so busy in reading so I didn't notice the time. Then my sister told me that it was  7.40 am and my school started at 8 am.I knew that I needed at least 10 mins to go so I hurriedly arranged all my things and left for school. I reached in time. When everybody was talking about exam, I remembered one thing that I forgot to bring my test book.Without it I couldn't give the exam and it was 7.52 am, I didn't have time to go back and bring it. I was about to cry at this time Ariyan came and asked me what the matter was.I told him everything. He told me that I should concentrate in my exam. I said to him, "How? Without test book?" then I started crying loudly.He said, "Don't worry I'm going to bring that and now please stop crying then I'll forget everything which I read last night. Don't cry, I'm going to bring that".He rushed out and sat on his bicycle. I knew that he drove  the cycle so fast but only 6 mins were left.We lived in same place so I knew to do the whole thing, he needed at least 10 mins. I was so nervous for both of us because we both worked hard for the exams. I didn't want to ruin his exam for me.Nasrin put the book down and came to me. She asked, "What happened to you? You're looking so worried." I didn't want to make her worried for me so I told her that I was just thinking about today's exam. She said, "Oh don't worry Diya, it'll be good and where is Ariyan?". I replied her, "He'll come in time, don't worry".Then she again went to her seat and opened the book and started reading it.Time was going, only 2 mins were left.I looked outside, I saw the teacher was coming. My heart was beating too fast like I saw a ghost who was coming near to me.She entered the class and ordered us to ready our test books.He was late, my fear was getting stronger.We got 3 mins extra for reading the question paper.The teacher was giving us the question papers.I took it and trying to read it.I was so scared that I couldn't read the question paper.Suddenly I heard a voice, a familiar voice. I turned my eyes there, I saw Ariyan was calling teacher to get permission for coming in. I couldn't explain how happy I was that time. It was like I got a new life. The teacher gave him a lecture which wasted our 5 mins.Ariyan handed over the test book to me and we started writing.

                                                                  After giving the test book to the teacher, I went out and waiting for Ariyan.He came out.He came near to me and asked me about my exams. I said that my exam was too good and just because of him. He gave a smile and said, "My exam was good too but I'm more happy for you". Just after that I hugged him without thinking what people would think about us.At that time Anna came and said, "Oh guys what are you doing, this's school".I was going to open my lips but just before me someone had already opened his lips.Ariyan knew that how to control this type of situations.He started teasing her.He said, " Oh Anna, tell us how was your exam?".Everybody in the school knew that Anna was a cheater, she never wrote anything in the exams by herself.Anna said, "It..was good".Then Ariyan said, " Really you got someone who is good in studies, tell us who's that and how did you copy?"She shouted at him and left that place.

We both were laughing but I understood that we didn't do right with her.She was a dangerous girl and I knew that she wasn't feeling well, when she saw us together. As I knew that most the girl in our class had crush on Ariyan and Anna was also one of them. I said to Ariyan, "I think, you should tell her sorry ".Ariyan said, "Why? This was her fault ". I said, "Making fun of someone isn't a good thing so you must tell her sorry ". He never could tell me no so he went to tell her sorry. I also went to the class for asking my friends about their exams. I didn't know, why I was feeling so comfortable with Ariyan. My friends always tried to make me confident, make me brave but they failed. On the other hand Ariyan just made me feel like I was the best. Everything was changing, my thought about boys was also changing. (To be continued....)

4: In love

After exams: I was sitting with Ariyan in a park which was near to our blog . My parents went to my one relative's house and my sister went to her friend's house for studying. I was alone at my home , that's why I was spending time with Ariyan. "You know what's tomorrow? ", said Ariyan. I was trying to guess but I didn't get any special occasion tomorrow. I knew, when people ask this type of question, so I said, "Tomorrow must be...your birthday, isn't that? ". He was so happy after hearing that, he said, "What a guess! Then please come tomorrow in my house ." I wanted to come but he lived alone in his house because his parents had a business in America, they were very rich and busy, for that reason they didn't have time for Ariyan. I didn't want to hurt him but how could I say yes. People would think so bad about us. I said that to him. Just for a moment he became completely silent. "Ariyan please try to understand, I can't do that " I said. "I can understand you Diya. I was just thinking, I have you in this year so I wouldn't be alone in my this birthday ",Ariyan said. I could feel that he was sad. At last, I decided to come.

Fortunately, my parents were still there. My sister  again went to her friend's house. I was struggling in buying gift for Ariyan. I didn't know about boys choice. I called my brother for buying gift for Ariyan but he told me that he had already bought a gift for him. Then I decided to give him something special which no one could imagine. In evening, me and my brother went to his house. I entered the house and I saw that the house was completely loaded with boys, there was no girl in there. When I entered the room, everyone looked at me. A boy said, "Ariyan look your girlfriend ". Then Ariyan noticed that I was standing there. I walked up to him and gave him his gift. Then I said to the boys, "I'm not his girlfriend, we are just close friends ". After hearing that, they all started laughing. I was thinking that, how peculiar the boys were! I was feeling so uncomfortable. Ariyan came to me and said, "I can see someone isn't happy here".I said, "I can see someone is ignoring me".He understood my condition. Then he called all his friends for playing a game.My brother said, "I know one game. Ariyan has to guess our gifts without opening it". Everybody agreed to play this game. I knew, he could never guess my gift. The game started and Ariyan was guessing so good. He guessed every gift right but when it was time to guess mine, he became confused. At first he guessed that it was a chocolate box, then he guessed that it was a book. He took name of almost 5 things but all of them were wrong. Then I said, "Forget it,you don't need to guess, you can open it" but he was so stubborn, he didn't want to give in. After saying of his friends, at last he agreed to open it. He opened it and the most interesting thing was his face which changed after seeing my gift. It was a pendant. I had the same pendant and Ariyan knew that, that's why he was surprised. Before getting comments from the boys, I said, "You guys can see, I've the same pendant. My one friend gave me that because I was so special for her. She isn't with me now. I'm giving the same pendant to Ariyan cause he is special to me". Ariyan gave a big smile and said, "Thank you Diya and you're the most precious thing for me". I was truly so happy after hearing that. I didn't know, why but I was feeling so different. I knew, he said all these things as a friend but I didn't want to take it as his friend. My brother came to me and whispered in my ear, "Do you love him?" I pushed him and went away. We did many fun in there and ultimately I succeeded in adjusting with those boys. Allover, the day was really good. At the end of the day, only me and Ariyan was spending time together. "You are truly good in adjusting with strangers ", Ariyan said. I smiled and said, "I don't know about me but they really listen to you ". He said that they were from childhood, that's why they were so close. " Can I ask you something", he said. " Sure", I replied. " You like me so much but you always want to hide it, why?", he said. I didn't expect this. I said, "What are talking about?" He made a serious face and said, "I can understand your feeling but I don't like you". I was so confused. "Stop joking Ariyan. It wasn't funny", I said. He said, "You think I'm joking, I'm not. I really don't like you". This time I became so angry and I also started talking angrily,( I was a girl who easily gets angry) " Oh really? You don't like me. Then why did you call me your friend and why did you invite me? Why?" He was behaving so different. He replied, " I don't like you and I don't think you're my friend". Then I stood up from the chair and got ready for leaving. "Ok good bye then", I said. He held my hands and said, "Listen the whole thing then leave. I don't like you, I love you and you're not just a friend for me , you're more than it and I should take the picture of your face when you were talking with me" he said and started laughing at me. "Oh Diya I just wanted to propose you in a different way. I never wanted to hurt you, now tell what do you think?" I replied, "Ariyan, I never thought about that, I don't know how it feels but you're really my special friend ". He said, "But Diya, you called me special and I know you've feelings for me ". I said, "No Ariyan, we are close friends, not girlfriend-boyfriend. I love you but as my special friend, not as a boyfriend. I can't do this, please understand." He understood everything and told me to forget what he said today and behave with him normally.

Yes, I loved him but I told lie just to be with him like this. I didn't want that anybody knew about our relationship, specially Anna. She knew how to distract people and no doubt Ariyan would easily listen to her. I knew, Ariyan loved one thing the most which was every boy in our class respected him as a leader and he never wanted to loss it. Everything was going good but nothing can be perfect. (To be continued...)

5: The end of our story

 

 

I was spending most of my with Ariyan. I was going far from my friends but I wasn't realizing that. I wanted to keep it a secret but  hiding this type of thing isn't an easy work. Everyone in the class started whispering about us. I was feeling so uncomfortable. I never wanted to get famous like this. My friends were also behaving so bad with me like I was doing something wrong. One day I went to Nasrin to ask her about her this behaviour. "Can you tell me what did I do?" I asked her. She was trying to ignore me but I didn't give her chance to do that. She said, " You know better than me about that - can't you see the difference in you?" - " You aren't like before. You're spending all time with that guy and you don't have time for us. Suddenly what happened with you, you came to me?" I  was completely shocked, was that Narin, my best friend? I didn't say anything, I didn't cry, I was just looking at her and thinking- how people change with time. I understood one thing, she said all these things not because of Ariyan but because of a student in our class who told her to stay away from me, It must be one person - Anna.

                                                                 Anna was spreading the news in the whole school about me and Ariyan. I was mad with anger after knowing that. I saw her when she telling that to a girl. I went to her. I was so angry, I wanted to kill her. " You bitch! How dare you to do that! You bloody swine!", I said angrily. Her face became pale with fear. She was sweating too much but still she was telling lie. "W...h..a..t are you talking about? I...I...I didn't do anything ", she said. I slapped her and said, " Tell everybody you're telling lie. Tell or I'll kill you!" I never thought she could  say something to me after that but she didn't have any shame. She said, " Why would I say that to all? I didn't say any lie ". After hearing that I was about to kill her and in the meantime Ariyan came there . Very hardly he handled the whole situation and stopped me to do the kind work. " What are doing Diya? You were about to kill her ", Ariyan said. I told him that Anna did all that thing and just because of her everybody was talking about us. He became so angry after hearing that but he was behaving better than me. He told me to tell that to the principal. I couldn't do that cause I wasn't completely innocent. Her cheeks became red because of my slap and she got a scratch. "I can't do this, as you can see what I did with her ", I said. Ariyan said, "Diya if you can't do this then I'm gonna do that ". I forbade him to do that cause I didn't want to make it bigger. When I was talking with Ariyan everyone was looking at us and whispering. I was feeling so ashamed, I never thought about that. I ran away from there. I didn't care about the other students but my friends were also thinking bad about me. I went to the playground and sat on a bench. Ariyan came to me and sat beside me. "You're crying because of me? ", Ariyan asked. I didn't say anything. "I know you're thinking that everything happened because of that stupid who is now sitting beside me- Diya you remember that days when we were kids- When we didn't like each other- You remember what happened when we were in 4th grade? ", Ariyan said. I remembered all those things which he asked. We never talked to each other but we hated each other. When we were in 4th grade, the teacher changed our seats and told us to sit together. Everyday Ariyan hid my accessories and when I started crying, he put them out and returned them to me. He was still like that. He whipped out my tears with his hands. I put my head on his shoulder and said, " Ariyan I'm alone, no one is with me except you. Please don't leave me, please...."  Ariyan assured me that he was with me forever. 

 

     Ariyan and me we both did so good in the exams, our results were so good. According to the first unit test I had all the chances to be first again. We both were happy for each other but the happiest thing was Ariyan's parents were coming to India after a very long time. He was so excited to meet with them, he hurriedly went out from school to go home. He told me that his parents were so happy with his result of this exam and they wanted this result again in the last test. " Come my home today, I'll introduce you to my parents." , Ariyan said. " I think you became mad after seeing your marks, isn't that?" I said. He looked at me peculiarly and suddenly came near to me and whispered in my ear  " You don't need to be worried I won't do anything with you.....". I looked at him with a serious face and said, " What do you mean?" He gave peculiar smile and left.I told him that we were just friends but now we both were behaving like boyfriend-girlfriend. I was feeling that something was going to happen. Anna wasn't a girl who easily forgets her insult and I knew she was planing something to take revenge. Ariyan and I, we both were following our daily routine, at that time a girl came to us and informed me that the principal wanted to meet with me. I went to principal's room. After my leaving Anna came to Ariyan and said, " You are still wasting time with that girl." Ariyan replied, "Why are you wasting your time on me. Go flirt with someone else". Anna gave a smirk and said, " I never waste my time with followers". Ariyan didn't like this type of comments about him. He said angrily, " Anna control your tongue". Anna told him that everybody in the school was saying the same thing. She wanted to make him against me. She said, " You're nothing without her - You got good marks just because of her- You became a follower of Diya Roy - You think she loves you, she can't love you. She only loves herself.- she used you, she was revising her lessons by teaching you- she wanted to be great and you made her great. She wanted to be famous and you made it. She used you, only used you....". Ariyan wasn't that guy who'd easily listen to her. He told her that he didn't believe. Anna told him to take a test of me. She said, " When she will come, you've to say that you want to leave her ". Ariyan became angrier and told her that he wouldn't do that. She told him that he wouldn't have to leave me in real life, he just had to say it me. She went away after saying that. After a few mins I came there and I was so angry cause the principal was shouting at me just because I had a fight with Anna and I couldn't do nothing more than listening her and she said that if I would do anything something like that again then I would be suspended . The strangest thing was- this complain wasn't by Anna, it was by an another student of our school but I didn't know who was that. " Disgusting ", I said. Ariyan was confused, he didn't want to say that to me. Very hardly he got courage to do that, " Diya, I don't wanna be with you anymore". I was shocked. I asked him why he wanted to do that. He said, " I want to be free Diya. You always give orders to me. I don't like it". I was already so irritated and after hearing that I became more irritated and started shouting at him- " Do whatever you want. I don't need you, I'm fine without you...."  I didn't want to say anything like that but my situation was something like that. Actually I was feeling so disgusted and I was seeing everybody like Anna. Ariyan became speechless. He never expected this from me , for the last time he asked, " You really don't need me? " I was still thinking about Anna and didn't hear to Ariyan. He waited a few mins for my reply but when he saw I was not giving any response, he went away to Anna. Anna knew that, she knew what would I do after the complain that's why she told Ariyan to do that just after that. Anna was sitting on a bench with some boys, Ariyan went near to her and told her everything which happened between us. Anna started giving more bad comments about me and Ariyan was just listening to her as I did hurt him so much. She  said, " Stay with me, I'll never do something like this with you...". Ariyan agreed to be with her. After a few hours I became normal, then I went to find Ariyan. I saw him with Anna and it was so shocking for me. I went near to him and asked him about that. He said, " I don't want to talk with a girl who doesn't care about anyone except herself....". After saying that he left with Anna. I was shocked. I didn't understand what happened with me just now. Was it Ariyan? For this guy I wasted my time, for this guy I tolerated my bad name, for this guy I didn't give time to my friends...... Ariyan was spending most of his time with Anna and I could see the changes on him. He was behaving like a bad boy. He was performing so bad in studies and the most dirtiest thing was- he started drinking. He went to nightclub with Anna everyday. He was just destroyed. One day I was talking with my brother in a park. Suddenly I saw Ariyan with the worst boys of our school. He was fighting with a boy who was weaker than him, just because he was sitting on his bench. I couldn't control myself, I went there. " Ariyan leave him alone " I shouted. I didn't notice that he was drunk. He forbade me to come in that situation but I didn't listen. Ariyan became more angry and pushed me down on the ground. My brother hurriedly came to help me. Ariyan was drunk and he didn't have the feelings for me like before but I saw his worry for me. My brother yielded him and we left the park. I went to my house and directly entered my room. I couldn't explain how did I feel that time. I never thought that Ariyan could do that with me. I was completely broken. I never told that to my family but they could see the changes on my behavior. Specially my sister. After dinner when I went to my room she followed me. After leaving  Ariyan everyday I cried and that time I was crying too. My sister saw me that time and asked me about that. I answered, " Someone broke my most precious thing ". She kept hand on my shoulder and said, " You still can save your other precious things". I understood my mistake. I was doing wrong. I completely forgot about the promise which I gave to my parents and my sister. I started working hard for the up coming examination.  

 

 

 

   I was trying to forget Ariyan and  doing good but only at home because whenever I saw Ariyan at school, I got remembered everything. One thing which always made me remember about our friendship was the pendant, he still had my pendant. Anna many times tried to make him threw it away but he never did. He always gave the same answer, " This is really expensive and I never insult someone's gift". The pendant wasn't expensive actually and he knew that but it was really unique. Anna never liked this answer. After one incident she started hating me more.-

 

  I was sitting on my bench and eating my tiffin. The class was almost empty, only I, two girls and two boys were in the class. I was noticing that the two boys were arguing for something. Suddenly they started fighting with each other wildly. They were behaving like they would kill each other. The two girls ran away after seeing that but I went to stop their fight. They forbade me to come between them but I did not listen to them. One of them became mad and went to bring the chair to trow it on the other guy. I was trying to stop them and the mad guy changed his aim to me. I didn't have any way to run away. I was so scared that I couldn't say anything to him. When he was going to throw it on me I closed my eyes ,suddenly Ariyan came there and covered me. He got injured in my place. I was truly amazed when I saw him. Then the teachers came there and handled the whole situation. They took him to our school doctor. I was waiting for him because I was so worried for him. After a long waiting he came out and looked at me. He asked me, " Are you ok?". I was feeling like before, when he was friend. I answered positive and asked, " Are you ok? I'm sorry- That's all happened because of me...". He was silent, he was just looking at me. Then his eyes turned to an another girl who was standing angrily. He walked up to her. They weren't so far from me that is why I could hear their conversation. Anna said to him, " Are mad? You sacrificed yourself just for that girl!" . Ariyan said, " Yes I am mad. Maybe she was just acting with me but I didn't. I truly loved her and you can control my mind Anna but not my heart.....". After saying that he left. I was confused, He said that I was acting! what did he want to say? Many questions were in my mind but no one was there to answer them. 

 

Our last exam was coming near and everyone was busy in studding for that, except two people ( Anna and Ariyan).  Ariyan: " Hey Anna, the exam is coming and I'm not prepared for that. I didn't read anything.". Anna:  "Don't worry, I'll help you..". They only wasted their time in useless works. I many times tried to talk with him but he was always busy with Anna. I stopped bothering him. I started giving all my attention to my studies.

 

 First day of the final exam:  I was completely ready for exam and I didn't do any type of mistake like before. I saw Anna and Ariyan were talking with each other about something before a few minutes of exam. I wasn't interested in them so I decided to take a quick revise. Then the teacher came with the question papers. She gave them to us and we started writing. The question paper was so easy that's why I finished it so fast. After the exam when I was coming out from the class I saw Ariyan was shouting on Anna and Anna was talking like that way when she talked with me. Many students were watching their fight so I also went to see the matter. " You bitch! Crook *****"- Ariyan​. Anna: "That 's all your fault and who told you to trust on me. I'm not interested in you anymore, go love your D-I-Y-A..". I didn't understand what happened suddenly. I could see the pain of Ariyan but I could not be anything more than a viewer. I heard the whole situation from a boy. He told me that Ariyan wasn't ready for exam and Anna promised him that she would help him in cheating but she just did her own work and didn't help him, for that reason Ariyan was shouting on her. I could not say that  Anna had all the fault cause Ariyan had fault too. I warned him many times but he never listened to me, now Anna cheated with him. The truth is- for me it was a really good thing, at least now he could understand his fault. After his broke up with Anna he became completely alone.             

    After the exams I got a news from my brother that Ariyan was going to leave the school and the blog also. His parents wanted to take him with them.  " I can understand you're so sad after hearing the news", my brother said. I answered, " I don't know if I'm sad or happy but I know only one thing his parents took a right decision...". I didn't realize when my teardrops started falling. " I can see..", my brother said. Then my brother left me because he had to go somewhere else. I was alone in the park. Suddenly I heard something, a really familiar voice but I was thinking about only that matter. I saw someone in front of me but it was not clear to me cause my eyes were filled with tears. I whipped out my tears and looked at the person again. It was Ariyan. He came near to me and sat beside me. "Hey, wanna talk with a cheater? .", he said. I wanted to with him because maybe this was the last time. I said, " Are you really leaving the school and this area? ". Ariyan said, " Yeah...Diya, I'm sorry. .". I wanted to clear all the misunderstandings cause this could be our last meeting. I asked him why he did do that. He told me everything and I realized that I also had fault. Then I started saying everything which I wanted to tell him for the last time, which was in my heart , " Ariyan, I'm sad , you know why? ....Not because you're leaving me because I never thought this would be our ending. I thought, our friendship would stay very long....I thought, our friendship was so strong, no one could break it but...nothing happened like that. You didn't listen to me, I wanted to tell you many things but you ignored me.....You thought that I was using you and you thought, I can't be your friend just because we have different thinking., I don't know if I did something really bad but at least you could talk with me again. I cried everyday just because you left me. That's true I never thought beyond my studies but honestly I care about you. I think....we can't be good friends because you don't have trust on me and without trust every relation is incomplete...so...good bye Ariyan...". My teardrops were falling on the grass and Ariyan was completely shocked after hearing that. I took my things and got ready to leave. He held my hand and said, " Diya please don't do that I love you really...please Diya..please". I could feel he was crying by his voice but I didn't look at him. I just said, " Forget me, I'm not for you..". I snitched his hand and went to my way. He called me many times, " Diya, please don't go"- " Diya, I'm sorry"- The last thing which he said, " Please come back...". But I never went back to him. 

 

 

 

                             I never saw Ariyan after that day. He never came back to India. After his leaving my brother called me to his house. I went there and he gave me the pendant which I gave Ariyan and a letter. He said that Ariyan told him to give these to me. I opened the letter, there was written- " You were right Diya, you're not for me, you deserve a really good guy but I'm not that good. I understood my fault and I realized that I was totally wrong. My love wasn't so strong that I could trust you that time but Diya, you're perfect. Don't try to change yourself. I know one day you'll get someone who will be better than me"- Yours Ariyan. - 

 

   Many boys came in my life after him but no one was like him. When the rain falls outside, I feel so sad and when the rain stops I realize my text book's page gets wet with my teardrops. I don't know if he still remembers me but I really feel that I did wrong with him. Everyone should get a second chance to makeup their faults.